Ya know what I really crave for in this life? It's to have fun and just simply be happy. I don't know about you but this life is supposed to be lived. I don't know why people are sooo damn concern about making plans for their future lives. "Future" as in getting married, having kids and all those kind of shits. I can't deny the fact that I do think about those things every now and then..But seriously, it's the last thing on my mind. So what if we have to sleep on an empty bed alone at night? So what if sometimes I have to go out shopping alone? Everything is just fine. Haha=) Alone or not alone I will just go on with my life. I'm living it and it's like my own private movie. I'm the star. Like porn star! I just wanna go out and have fun..Let go of all the demons and to hell with the insecurities. God knows I'm a STAR!