Sigrid Agren Vogue China April 2010

I don’t know about you guys but I always find myself wanting something so bad. So bad that I want it to be mine right there and then upon the first time I lay my eyes on it. I feel like I could never live without it. When I finally have it right in front of me, I begin to realize that it is not exactly what I wanted and it is not as good as I thought it would be. Just like a song that you kill by hitting the repeat button or as a kid, a new toy that you started to dissemble after a few hours playing with it.

Maybe I don’t always know exactly what I want.

It’s my problem. I’ll fix it and I’ve already started by letting you go.

Song playing inside my head: Damien Rice’s Cannonball